7.01.2005
First Business Venture
I just realised that my previous entry was damn angsty. Gaya needs to cool down. Or maybe it was cos Gaya was just having a real bad day. Anyway, i am taking back all that i said that day. I still do bother about the people around me and i still do try to make them happy, but obviously not at my expense. No matter what my interests have to come before anyone else's because only i can look out for myself.
At the same time i will look out for those whom i love and adore, cos my happiness lies in their well-being as well. Like yest, i was talking to dad for almost an hour just trying to calm him down and snap him out of his depression. He has been walking around like a zombie since my uncle died and i think that was a much-needed talk. And i felt really happy after that...cos for the first time, my dad has actually reached out to me. He has always seen me as a little girl and always used to hide his problems away from me. But for once, he has turned to me for help..and i am just so glad that i could help my dad in some way. I am still his little girl...but i am the little girl whom he can turn to now *smiles*
Anyway, i am missing vinod like crazy now. He is like a drug, i swear. I can't go without a dosage of 'VINZY RAM' for 2 days in a row. Haha. And cos of these bloody prayers, i won't be able to see him for a whole week. How terrible is that? I sooo have to find a way out of these prayers. Mum and i have decided to become the rebels in the family and ditch the prayers once we get bored of it, or at least once some other family member cracks and leaves the place. So i am praying THAT will happen fast enough so i can get out of that place. Esp since the prayers seem less like prayers and more like some voodoo ritual. Scary i say!! The supposed priest seems more like a swindler, and my granny's like easy prey for him. I have no idea what she's thinking, agreeing to this prayer thing. Sighz. And no one else wants to go against her, eventhough they all know that this whole thing is a truckload of crap shit. Bah!!
Ooh i started out my morning right today. Got down to making the choker from the beads i bought yest with hana. You see, we are setting up a jewellery business, selling gorgeous chains, earrings, bracelets and we can even custom-make these stuff for ya. Will put up the pics here once we have completed everything. And we are hoping to advertise through a web site and through word-of-mouth. SO we are counting alot on our friends. Hope our very first business venture succeeds. Looking forward to a month of beads, crystals, chipped nails and pliers. Heh.
Anyway, i am soo in the shopping mood today. Esp i kinda got in that mode yest, after i heard about the Mango and Zara sales. And OG is having this fab promotion where u get a $50 shopping voucher for every $50 u spend there. How cool is that? Will be going to far east next weekend to shop with hana and viknes. ANd will be covering some shopping with vinod as well. Ooh can't wait!! Yay!!
At the same time i will look out for those whom i love and adore, cos my happiness lies in their well-being as well. Like yest, i was talking to dad for almost an hour just trying to calm him down and snap him out of his depression. He has been walking around like a zombie since my uncle died and i think that was a much-needed talk. And i felt really happy after that...cos for the first time, my dad has actually reached out to me. He has always seen me as a little girl and always used to hide his problems away from me. But for once, he has turned to me for help..and i am just so glad that i could help my dad in some way. I am still his little girl...but i am the little girl whom he can turn to now *smiles*
Anyway, i am missing vinod like crazy now. He is like a drug, i swear. I can't go without a dosage of 'VINZY RAM' for 2 days in a row. Haha. And cos of these bloody prayers, i won't be able to see him for a whole week. How terrible is that? I sooo have to find a way out of these prayers. Mum and i have decided to become the rebels in the family and ditch the prayers once we get bored of it, or at least once some other family member cracks and leaves the place. So i am praying THAT will happen fast enough so i can get out of that place. Esp since the prayers seem less like prayers and more like some voodoo ritual. Scary i say!! The supposed priest seems more like a swindler, and my granny's like easy prey for him. I have no idea what she's thinking, agreeing to this prayer thing. Sighz. And no one else wants to go against her, eventhough they all know that this whole thing is a truckload of crap shit. Bah!!
Ooh i started out my morning right today. Got down to making the choker from the beads i bought yest with hana. You see, we are setting up a jewellery business, selling gorgeous chains, earrings, bracelets and we can even custom-make these stuff for ya. Will put up the pics here once we have completed everything. And we are hoping to advertise through a web site and through word-of-mouth. SO we are counting alot on our friends. Hope our very first business venture succeeds. Looking forward to a month of beads, crystals, chipped nails and pliers. Heh.
Anyway, i am soo in the shopping mood today. Esp i kinda got in that mode yest, after i heard about the Mango and Zara sales. And OG is having this fab promotion where u get a $50 shopping voucher for every $50 u spend there. How cool is that? Will be going to far east next weekend to shop with hana and viknes. ANd will be covering some shopping with vinod as well. Ooh can't wait!! Yay!!
// posted by the silence is broken @ 10:03 AM 
