the chronicles of boberina

wish i could feel more with my heart than with my head
the answers the heart could give would help me out alot right now...

just know its not right when you start doubting everyone you know, every emotion you feel, every thought that lingers in the mind waiting to be acted upon...

law school's a bitch. am now wondering wat i am doing here. how long will i be able to take this? have no right to whine but i am not. at this point i am just wondering.

having people around who depend on you, who get the greatest pleasure from simply being with you should be pleasurable to anyone. i dont understand why it's not for me. i am so used to mess and warped relations that having something perfect is no longer appealing. sad ain't it?

and if only there was a way to get away from everyone, to not have to raise people's expectations, to not disappoint others, to not feel like you are the absolute, most rotten human on earth with not even an iota of human feeling...i just need space right now.

a true-blue escapist. that's wat i am.