the chronicles of boberina

you know how everyone reaches this stage in their life where they just realise that everything is just going so wrong, where you realise you are not growing up to be the kind of person you envisioned yourself to be? i think i am there right now. i need some inspiration, to be pushed in the right direction, to become the person i want to become. stronger. firmer. clear-headed. inspired. motivated. driven. i have lost that drive somewhere in the past few years to become the best, and i wonder why i lost it and wat made me lose it. i feel the drive again, to make a difference in the world, in the lives of those around me. i was wondering why i felt so depressed these days. its prob got something to do with not having a sense of fulfilment with the things i am doing these days. and i only realised how displeased i am with the direction of my life yest when vinod asked me if i am happy with my life, to which i replied not really. when i heard the reply again in my head that's when i realised that its time to make a change. to get rid of the bad to make way for the good. wish me luck!

and WC finals tonight! yay! i am supporting italy but i have a feeling france might win. i am not really into this finals cos brazil is not playing. i was really hoping for a brazil-argentine finals so not all that revved up over the finals this time round. oh wells, brazil will win the cup in 2008. for sure haha:):)