9.29.2006

those three words confuse me

Snow Patrol/Chasing Cars

We'll do it all
Everything
On our own

We don't need
Anything
Or anyone

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel

Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads

I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see

I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all

If I lay here

If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?


Am typically confused about alot of things. Been through quite a bit the past week. Unexpected things that have changed my perspective on alot of things. I have sacrificed my beliefs to be what i am today, and in a way i feel like i have betrayed myself. I am not quite sure how to put it but i am feeling rather displaced and am trying to regain my direction and correct my past mistakes. Trusting the people around me has always been a tough choice i have had to make but at the same time i think i have let myself go and get myself in the path where i have let a bunch of people have total access to hurting me and frankly that just scares me. Here's hoping to less hurt and betrayals for the future.

Okay this sounds like such an angsty entry. I am going against my 'trying to be optimistic' campaign. Damn. It's so difficult for me to be optimistic it's not funny.

Time to get back to prop assignment which i have barely started on. AAAHHH. Screwed weekend coming up. Bah!:(

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